Some would say that, in the years, perhaps centuries to come, evil beget evil...Evil didn't beget evil. Evil was a malicious being, a possessing taint that laid inside all men...Evil beget humanity. And the energies swirled, coruscated and lifted him up...Uli didn't know about birds, but he knew it was fear that gave men wings...There are no choices. Nothing but a straight line. The illusion comes afterwards, when you ask 'Why me?' and 'What if?'. When you look back and see the branches, like a pruned plant, or forked lightning. If you had done something differently, it wouldn't be you, it would be someone else looking back, asking a different set of questions.
The past was a gaping hole. Uli had always tried to run from it, but the more he ran, the deeper it grew behind him, its edges yawning at his heels... His only chance was to turn around and face it. But it's like looking down into the grave of your love, or kissing the mouth of a serpent, venom trembling in its dark nest, ready to poison an stain your blood to utter death. It was a puzzle, like a broken mirror. As you peice it together, your image keeps shifting. And you change with it. It could destroy you, drive you mad. It could set you free.
The genius of the hole, was that no matter how much time you spent climbing out of it, you could always fall back down in an instant...
It was more than Uli could take, the sudden barrage. He'd tried to surpress the voices for all these hours he'd been aiming to keep them supplanted...But to no avail.
Trapped Inside
Cannot hide
Transparent walls betray me.
He looked up, eyes blazing with crimson fury as he realized his folly. The sad fact was, he'd been trying to avoid the horrid totality of his curse. Trying to find some reasons humanity still lurked...The whispers of Nerull...He'd tried to stop them from madly clawing into his skull, and it had failed. As he felt Suun curling her arm around his waist, he paused and relished the moment before he turned to face her and smiled quite apocalyptically.
Crimson fire drips
Leaking in my veins
Dropping into my abyss
Lift my heart,
Lift it higher,
Let the cold blood run
Across your fingers.
Tear me...
Let my insanity reign...
The cobalt walls he thought he'd destroyed loomed before him, even more daunting than before as they spiraled upwards towards that miniscule prick of light. But it was different. Uli felt a power soaring and welling inside him like he'd never begun to experience before, his eyes glowing with perfect crimson, as suddenly a bright, bursting sphere of light flared from him...He watched the walls shatter, the power inside him released and giving away to the light beyond. It was a malevolent bursting. A total and utter release of emotions pent up within him. Beneath the ornate formal armor he wore his muscles flexed, powerful tendons coruscating with a divine power obvious to anyone whom could scan the presence of it - rippling with energy so purely defiled it was bound to taste so fine regardless.
And then he moved. He moved in such a way that he seemed to phase in and out of reality, his body framed by black, ethereal phantasmagoric outlines, purple veins of eldritch energy crackling across the edges of his body. Until half a second later he had rid himself of Suun's grasp entirely and concentrated fully upon that which he lusted so much for. One eye, the deliciously black one, angled itself towards Suun - and in torturous slow motion - winked at her, lewdly, as if giving her an invitation to join in the 'fun' that was about to commence. And Bryna. Oh, sweet, wonderful Bryna.
The hand within its black leather cradle slammed itself forwards to grab her hair and yank forwards, as he moved to force her face towards his. And of course, his lips to smash harshly against hers, the fiendish fangs that marked his monstrous identity slashing outwards to dig into her lips with a force equal to the lust with which he shoved his tongue into the velvety depths of her mouth. Somehow, he did hope Suun would join in. Perhaps as merely a distraction. Because he had a nicely inkling feeling that something very, very amusing was going to happen. What with the lingering sense of death in the air that was slowly ebbing through the curtain of wanton desire he had up. Perhaps the three of them would adjourn to a place more private. Or perhaps that was mere wishful thinking. But did he care?
No.