Eduardo could feel the healing, feel all her wounds as if they were his own, but that was a healer's price. When she appeared to be shy or ashamed of her wounds he simply smiled and sat next to her.
" My past isn't that beautiful, I was once a killer, I killed women, children, and men, never stopping once to think about it. Here in Demise though, your sins are your own, you won't be judged here. I know what it's like also to be a slave to others. I've been searching my entire life for some meaning beyond being an instrument for war. I met a little girl once, an orphan, she had no one and I have no idea why she chose me. At first it was like having a pet follow you around, but after realizing she had needs, I fed her, gave her shelter, and protected her. She sort of grew on me, like the daughter I never had, then the Darkthornes kidnapped her when I refused to serve them. They held her hostage, cut her in front of me, made me fight for them. She was killed by the otherside no less, they had no care for who was innocent or guilty, just like the Darkthornes..."
" I realized then that everyone is a victim in war, no one really wins. I went back and attacked that city only to kill innocents myself, with their blood on my hands...I was so close to madness, like a moment ago. I fled found a land where people went to heal and find themselves. I buried the girl, became a farmer, tried to forget the past, but it followed me. The Darkthornes attacked that place, destroyed it, nothing was left no matter how hard I tried to protect it. I came here and was healed of my madness by Shamus Blackthorne, the king. I gave him something of mine that could either be my slave collar or my freedom. It's been my freedom ever since, but without any more meaning, I've been searching for what my life means, for where it's going."
" People can be cruel, I'm not really human, but I know enough about them, know enough to not want to be one. Not because I fear I'd become what I hate, but because by being different I can remember what I protect, I protect something I'm not, something I've never had. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it's the best explaination I got..you don't have to share if you don't want to, I just thought perhaps you should know a little about me..it's not you, you've helped me find my old path again, I can feel the answer right there in front of me, but it's still out of my grasp." Eduardo shrugged and gave a smile, he'd never shared that with anyone before, he kept himself somewhat a mystery to all he knew. It was better that way, it made things less complicated. He stood back up and caused his arm to break up into more clones.
They went to keep the gate secure now that he'd finally cleared it, he'd never needed a family with himself around. He had one once, even felt as though he belonged, but they were all dead now. Just two left, and they both searched for meaning, he smiled at least he wasn't alone in searching. He had been evil and good, he had been a healer and a killer, but he'd never taken the time to let go and be himself, except that one time. He had enjoyed the simple life of a farmer, enjoyed it more then any of the other vocations he'd taken on.